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I have found almost everything ever written about love to be true. Shakespeare said "Journeys end in lovers meeting." Oh! What an extraordinary thought. Personally, I have not experienced anything remotely close to that, but I am more than willing to believe Shakespeare had. I suppose I think about love more than anyone really should. I am constantly amazed by its sheer power to alter and define our lives. It was Shakespeare who also said "love is blind". Now that is something I know to be true. For some quite inexplicably, love fades; for others love is simply lost. But then of course love can also be found, even if just for the night. And then, there's another kind of love: the cruelest kind. The one that almost kills its victims. Its called unrequited love. Of that I am an expert. Most love stories are about people who fall in love with each other. But what about the rest of us? What about our stories, those of us who fall in love alone? We are the victims of the one sided affair. We are the cursed of the loved ones. We are the unloved ones, the walking wounded. The handicapped without the advantage of a great parking space! Yes, you are looking at one such individual. And I have willingly loved that man [Looking at Jasper] for over three miserable years! The absolute worst years of my life! The worst Christmas', the worst Birthday's, New Years Eve's brought in by tears and Valium. These years that I have been in love have been the darkest days of my life. All because I have been cursed by being in love with a man who does not and will not love me back. Oh god, just the sight of him! Heart pounding! Throat thickening! Absolutely can't swallow! All the usual symptoms. - Iris.

I understand feeling as small and as insignificant as humanly possible. And how it can actually ache in places you didn't know you had inside you. And it doesn't matter how many new haircuts you get, or gyms you join, or how many glasses of chardonnay you drink with your girlfriends... you still go to bed every night going over every detail and wonder what you did wrong or how you could have misunderstood. And how in the hell for that brief moment you could think that you were that happy. And sometimes you can even convince yourself that he'll see the light and show up at your door. And after all that, however long all that may be, you'll go somewhere new. And you'll meet people who make you feel worthwhile again. And little pieces of your soul will finally come back. And all that fuzzy stuff, those years of your life that you wasted, that will eventually begin to fade. - Iris.

He let you go. This is not a hard one to figure out. Iris, in the movies we have leading ladies and we have the best friend. You, I can tell, are a leading lady, but for some reason you are behaving like the best friend. - Arthur.

I have another scenario for you – I'm in love with you. I apologize for the blunt delivery, but as problematic as this fact may be, I'm in love... with YOU. I'm not feeling this because you're leaving, and not because it feels good to feel this way... which, by the way, it does, or did before you went off like that. I can't figure out the mathematics of this, I just know I love you. I can't believe how many times I'm saying it! And I never thought I'd feel this way again, so that's pretty phenomenal. And I realize that I come as a package deal: 3 for the price of 1. I know my package, perhaps in the light of day, isn't all that wonderful, but I finally know what I want and that, in itself, is a miracle. And what I want is YOU. - Graham.

You know Graham, I just broke up with someone and considering you just showed up and you're insanely good-looking and probably won't remember me anyway... I'm thinking we should have sex... If you want.
I'm leaving in nine days and that makes this complicated.
Sex makes everything more complicated. Even not having it, because the not having it... makes it complicated.
I need some peace and quiet... or whatever it is people go away for.
(Long Distance Relationships) Really? I can't make one work when I live in the same house with someone.
I know, I'm a tad over dressed. (Olivia: You look like my Barbie).
- Amanda.
  • Mood: Love
  • Listening to: The Raveonettes

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Ashfaq .
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My name is Ashfaq and am from Pakistan. Professionally an ICT Engineer and rendering my services as an officer in Pakistan Air Force.

And what am I here for. Am here for
- Showcasing my art.
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Current Residence: Islamabad
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Personal Quote: Sods law states "Your power will run out just as that killer shot enters the frame."
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:iconchandevi:
cool ur frm pakistan..i love indian music,the culture everything abt it..and i'm muslim....jus having something in common with me ...ur awesome

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~AnathemicConfusions Apr 24, 2012  Professional Artist
lolZz thanks for the compliment. Yes I am from Pakistan =)

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:iconchandevi:
thats awesome

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:iconblackblacksea:
Thanks so much for watching!
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Mood: Joy ~KitanaHasanobi Mar 14, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
Thanks for the Fav

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~fatimasaleem Mar 9, 2012  Student Photographer
thank's for the watching
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*KenWakom Jan 27, 2012  Student General Artist
thanks for watching

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Mood: Joy ~Chuchy5 Jan 26, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
Thanks for the fav!!!
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:iconchandevi:
plz read my journal

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~ESPECTR0 Nov 29, 2011  Professional Photographer
thank you... :)

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